i cant help but cry. and cry and cry and cryyyy. things are soooo good right now. i dont want things to change. man life sucks. i fell asleep with him today, and when we woke up we talked and laughed and played and ahhh it was just a good day. i loved it. hes leaving in about a month. god im going to miss him.

i know we’ll stick together through it all, and everything will turn out the way it should, but right now, im just sad.

not only about him leaving but me growing up. i graduate in a few days and geezus it came here fast. college in only a few months?!!! ME?!!!! but im just a babyyy D; and my pops. omg i miss that man. he would have been damn proud of me. 

changes. so much change.

im sucha baby omggg.

fuck it, im gunna go eat hot cheetos with nacho cheese, yolo.